In the future in to this lovely experience ensures that you've to come in to “the zone” with the Course—to get therefore deep and be so devoted with the practice that, as being a pianist or violinist, you are maybe not considering when you are out “on the stage.” You are getting used as an instrument. You are simply in the zone.
Being in the zone means that you are being performed through, sung through, smiled through. It is an involuntary flow and motion if acim are aligned with the Spirit. There will be an experience that may end your questioning, an experience of great joy.
We have to begin to appreciate our ideas are causative and just our thoughts. You can find number triggers and consequences in the world. Once you come to the recognition that you will be free, you're no longer at the mercy of the world. Then you could have a good look on your face; you visit a wonderful specific picture.
Everything was always in the heavenly flow, the flow was all that there was—this wonderful, abstract flow. It's secure to let go. Your life does not fall apart; your mind integrates and identifies itself.